As you can see by the title of this blog post, I was going to make this fun and quirky as usual but I have no willpower to do so right now, Don’t worry next week i’ll be back at it. I think for this post i’ll probably just be ranting so if your not ready for that you can just give a 100 and be on your way. If you are ready for this then good luck cause you’re probably not. HAVE FUN KIDS!
First off here’s a picture of me after my mental breakdown last night. It’s not really in here for an actual reason other than I wanted documentation of my crippling mental state. please don’t roast me bro.
In the book ‘ promise me,dad’ by Joe Biden he talks about how as his kids got older he is afraid they will leave him and forget about him, this is also a fear of mine. That people will leave and forget about me, I know that sounds horrible but you’re the one who kept reading sooo. I am scared that people will no longer need my help and leave. Sometimes I’m able to bring myself back but not too often. He goes on to say that he was surprised at the fact that his kids actually did want to spend time with him often when they were older. And I suppose that happens a lot to me as well. When all hope is lost and I honestly feel like my friends left me, they send me a meme. That probably seems stupid that a meme could give me such closure but it’s honesty everything. It means that when they saw that meme they thought of me. Or maybe it’s not really that deep at all and actually means nothing. (you can tell I’m spiraling even writing this post but it’s gucci) Anyways, I was trying to say that sometimes when I think I’m alone and no one wants anything to do with me, a little thing can go along way.
Sorry this weeks blog post was maybe a lot but here but here you go. See y’all on the road.
Therapy with Justice 